LDR Blues..

*LDR - long distance relationship
1. Eventhough my life is easier that I don't need to attend to his
basic needs i.e washing clothes, ironing, cooking for him etc, but I
do feel guilty/terkilan coz he need to do everything by himself in the
absence of his wife
2. Everytime he travels around for work, I could not help to think
about cukup ke baju dia bawak, sempat ke basuh baju, berus gigi
tertinggal ke those kind of stuff
3. The guilt he feels everytime his wife experienced mood swing and
broke down in the middle of phone conversation, let alone the
unintentionally accusatory words i.e. kesian sayang tinggal sorang2,
sampai hati abang tak balik etc
4. The dilemma he faces whether to stay or go back to KL to a cranky
wife when weekend arrives, especially when the plane ticket needs to
be paid using own money. Sometimes the plane fee can reach more than
RM1k!
5. The sympathetic tone and awkwardness when friends and relatives
tanya takpe ke dok jauh2 nie, takpe ke dok sorang2, can you manage?
what about your safety, taknak quit your job?unpaid leave etc macam
lah kita ni ada banyak option..
6. the dynamic and uncertain schedule for outside of work activities
i.e. programs, meeting friends, etc..in my case its always tie to
whether my husband balik or not (which has no fix date and duration)
7. During my first year of marriage, among the mounted issue is to try
to conceive..
8. When the second year comes, the big issue is I'm pregnant and alone
and how can I raise a child without a husband around?
9. The constant prayers and tawakal kepada Allah, even sometimes we do
grieve and cry but the most important thing is to accept the fate, and
try hard to put things into pieces in whatever means.. insya Allah,
Allah tolong kita along the way. In my case, all the time!
All in all, leaves everything to Him, since He is the ultimate planner
of our lives.

At 33 weeks

- Ma dah bising i tak ready lagi hospital bag
- I bagi alasan sebab tak sempat2 lagi basuh baju baby utk bawak dalam hospital bag
- Tetiba Icrave to buy new maternity clothes. Kau kenape.. baper minggu je lagi tinggal
- At this stage I watched my food intake very carefully. A useful tip is never have any junkfood stock in the house, or else bangun tengah malam sebab craving potato chips atau air sprite. Hubby please take note and don't stock the house with junkfood! Nanti I makan habis!
- To date, my pregnancy weight gain is already more than I planned! Argh! I plan nak naik 10kg jer sepanjang pregnant(dream of the impossible)
- Alhamdulillah to date I have a very healthy pregnancy. Allah permudahkan urusanku :)
- Malam2 dah taknasik coz takut heartburn and takleh tido sebab kenyang sangat. Unless kalo mak mentua ajak makan ler hewhew ( eh aku pon dah terikut2 gelak camtuh)
- My Shaklee ESP helps me to fight constipation problem. Already on my 2nd canister :)
- I memang rajin makan supplement (eh tu pun nak cakap takde motif)
- Sekarang dah avoid drive long distance takut leg cramp. Tapi ade skali KL banjir aritu terperangkap dalam jem 1.5 hours mase balik dari ofis..seb baik tak cramp and selamat sampai ke rumah.
- Baju2 baby tak berani beli banyak atas nasihat ramai orang.Tapi nanti kalau dia tak cukup baju??
- Sekarang malam2 selalu penat and ngantuk awal so dah tak berape mengada sgt bila hubby tepon malam2
- Baru teringat baby bath tub and car seat tak beli lagi. Abang i know yu read this, lets get them when you come home nanti ok!